07.04.08 |
Your sisters turned 4 on Tuesday and I tried so hard to celebrate them, but I couldn't help but think about how your 4th year was the last full year I had with you. It's hard for me to believe that your 8th birthday is 4 short months away. Plans for celebrating you are in the works and I hope you'll see the impact your sweet life has made.
Erik, I miss you so very much. Everything in my life is so screwed up and I find myself begging for it all to be over. I don't wanna do this anymore. I have no fight left. I am so tired and worn down. And I just want you back!!!
I love you Cowboy - to the moon and back!!!
7 comments:
Heartbreaking :'(
My heart hurts for you, I can't even imagine the pain. You inspire me though to love my own better and hug them tighter.
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Ashley My heart just aches for you. I am so very sorry my friend. I am saying lots of prayers for your weary heart.(((Hugs)))
Im so sorry! My heart aches for you. I hate that you are missing a child. Its so not fair! Please know I think of you and Erik and your sweet family all of the time! Hugs mama!
((hugs)) I wish our babies were here...
I am so sorry that you are hurting, I hate that you feel this way :( He is a beautiful boy and I think about you/him all the time ((hugs))
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Thinking of you as always!
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