I can't believe that today is the last day of October. Today marks the beginning of the worst time of my life. 2 years ago today we visited Kyle's grandpa for the last time. 3 days later, he was gone. I am so thankful that I made the decision to keep the kids out a little later on a school night so they could see "Papa".
16 days from today, I said goodbye to my sweet Erik as I walked away from him in the ER. Needless to say, the next couple of weeks are going to be VERY hard for me. I felt like this year would be just a little bit easier since it's the second year, but just the opposite is true. Everything about this year has been harder. A LOT harder.
Anyway - last year in November, I posted each day about something I was thankful for. I plan to do the same thing this year. It really did help me concentrate on what I still have instead of finding a hole to crawl in and mourn what I have lost - although I could probably still do that too.
I hope you'll come back each day and see what I have to be thankful for....
3 comments:
Thinking of you always but especially during this extremely hard part of the year.
Will definitely be thinking of you these next few weeks. ((Hugs))
I will defintely be praying for you.
I'll be back to see what you are thankful for. And what a good idea. I thik I might do it on my blog!
:-)
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